Charlie Sheen admits `total denial` during public meltdown

New York -  Charlie Sheen has admitted that he was in "total denial" last year during the public meltdown that got him fired and made him lose the custody of his kids.

"Too much people-pleasing, not enough breaks, over 30 years, forming into one, focused tsunami-like release," the New York Daily News quoted him as telling Rolling Stone Magazine.

Sheen was fired from "Two and A Half Men" in March 2011, after checking himself into rehab following a drug-fueled party that landed him in the hospital.

The actor lost a bid to win sole custody of his two sons from ex-wife Brooke Mueller a month later.

"It is a big day of gladness at the Sober Valley Lodge because now I can take all their bazillions, never have to look at whatshisc--- again and I never have to put on those silly shirts for as long as this

warlock exists," the actor told TMZ when he found out that he was fired.

Sober Valley Lodge is the nickname Sheen gave to the home that he shared with his two “goddess” girlfriends last year.

However, Sheen now insists that he can’t understand what he was talking about at the time.

"It's like one giant, long poem, played by some weird character, about things that aren't totally grounded in anything real," Sheen added.